one ball gang
I mean I really don't have much to say about my orchiectomy today, first time with anesthesia and surgery but it went pretty well All things considered. Flying a little bit on meds right now but soon I won't need them. Seems like I could be waiting a few more weeks for the pathology which is kind of frustrating, I was thinking they would even need to do more scans of my body to check for spread but that didn't happen today either so little confused I was hoping for some answers possibly but no, mostly in insurance issue I think something like that. At first I wanted an implant but I decided against it just so I could avoid any possible complications, I'm not real huge on appearance especially in a place not many people will see.
But yeah my tumor infested testicle has been eliminated, now it's back to nervously waiting for results and hope for the best. No maybe I'm misunderstanding something here but the ultrasound showed for sure that there were three suspected to be malignant tumors in the right testicle that was removed, also scheduling me for the orchiectomy seems like they also assume it's TC right? Like not once did they even mention oh you might have cancer or anything with the word cancer. Does that make sense? I don't care how bad it is tbh I would just really like to know what's going on with me I'm very certain there has been some spread. I know you guys can't tell me for sure but can you give me an estimate on what is next for me?
At least I am taking the right steps now the homicidal testicle has been dealt with and now I guess it's just more uncertainty and more waiting. At least I can be very confident that the numbers are in my favor. Today really did go surprisingly well though I was scared about the anesthesia but I don't even remember them administrating it, apparently they gave me fit in all too but didn't seem to have the effects I thought. I'm an addict so I must be careful, these hydros must be helping the pain become more bearable.
Another dumb question but is it possible things like this could be benign? I vaguely remember hearing a doctor mention something about that but the ultrasound say otherwise. Again I just hate this uncertainty I cannot wait until I get my pathology back even if it's bad news it will be reassuring in a way. I just can't shut my brain off. Everything has gone real for me now yet in a way a bit easier to cope with at least at the moment.