u/Defiant_Heron_3394

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Oh boy . Where do I even start . So im 21 M right now and I've been abusing tren since I was 16 . Ive been watching gore since I was 14 because I was a angry ass kid and used it as a way to vent but stopped at 16 then resumed at 17 again i was extemeley lonely as a kid , had no freinds except for my horse and 2 dogs and cat i had no one until i met Kaitlyn . She was awsome we used to do everything together from going to the gym together to straight skinny dipping at the lake behind my neighbors farm i didn't want to lose her and would do anything to keep her around until she revealed to me another common interest which was gore . I started watching gore with her almost eveyday . . When we're really bored we would lie on the bed and watch gore together. We ussualy used to watch Mexican cartel videos and isis videos we both liked watching those and lster when i turned 18 she introduced me to this discord channel called 764 where she would taunt this one idiot into huritng himself for our entertainment as well as this other girl we made cut our initials onto her chest but thats a story for another time . THE combination of watching this stuff while taking the most potent steroid ever and hanging out with this lady was a recipe for disatser and never thought much of it and in the long run it clearly fucked me over. She would always invite me to watch videos when were bored and sometimes she would use it as way for us to sleep together. At one point i went from getting 90's to barley passing and when we broke up ive been watching gore daily ever since to basically fill up that void she left behind . Also because she used me it made me angry . My nieve self really thought we were going to get married she was just using me for sex and entertainment . I hate her

Oh boy . Where do I even start . So im 21 M right now and I've been abusing tren since I was 16 . Ive been watching gore since I was 14 because I was a angry ass kid and used it as a way to vent but stopped at 16 then resumed at 17 again i was extemeley lonely as a kid , had no freinds except for my horse and 2 dogs and cat i had no one until i met Kaitlyn . She was awsome we used to do everything together from going to the gym together to straight skinny dipping at the lake behind my neighbors farm i didn't want to lose her and would do anything to keep her around until she revealed to me another common interest which was gore . I started watching gore with her almost eveyday . . When we're really bored we would lie on the bed and watch gore together. We ussualy used to watch Mexican cartel videos and isis videos we both liked watching those and lster when i turned 18 she introduced me to this discord channel called 764 where she would taunt this one idiot into huritng himself for our entertainment as well as this other girl we made cut our initials onto her chest but thats a story for another time . THE combination of watching this stuff while taking the most potent steroid ever and hanging out with this lady was a recipe for disatser and never thought much of it and in the long run it clearly fucked me over. She would always invite me to watch videos when were bored and sometimes she would use it as way for us to sleep together. At one point i went from getting 90's to barley passing and when we broke up ive been watching gore daily ever since to basically fill up that void she left behind . Also because she used me it made me angry . My nieve self really thought we were going to get married she was just using me for sex and entertainment . I hate her