im not diagnosed with anything other than depression but recently i have been considering weather i may have bipolar2. i occasionally feel how i would describe as "normal" where i am just moving through life, keeping up with uni assignments, etc.
other times i am significantly depressed
- zone out more frequently and the world feels muffled
- mind overwhelmed with depressed and anxious thoughts
- SI very regularly (multiple times an hour)
- i use sleep as an escape from my brain
- impulsive thought of self sabotage (relapsing SH)
- no hunger but then occasional binge eating
the rest of the time i feel:
- emotionally numb
- i took an OD(not intending on Sui**de) so that i would feel something a few days ago
- no sleep or very little
- energy but not doing anything
- anxious energy constantly
- desire to SH or ODimpulsively (sometimes i do)
- unprompted iritability
- rapid mood swings but no happy emotions (between sad, anxious, angry, etc)
u/Defflu — 6 days ago