u/Deep_Public2743

Has anyone ever regained entry after being locked out? FWIW I wasn't told I was locked out. I wasn't even warned I would be. I was literally and abruptly like cut off/shut out without any means of atleast knowing why so I could then correct myself. It was the scariest experience of my life year to date, and I've seen some real shit. (whole reason I became fascinated with DMT in the first place was while searching for ways to heal and fix myself- PTSD, severe recurring depressive disorder, anger and addiction issues) I literally thought I was dying, having a stroke or something and lost the ability to see color normally? (color perception was divided horizontally across. everything was either black and white, grey and white or brown and beige- in that order and only resolved itself after forcing myself to try and sleep it off for a couple hours.) for context: like 30 min after the fact my color perception still didn't change back.) Since then, nearly every attempt, no matter how far apart or how hard I try to set the intention all's I get is this weird translucent green/pink "veil" that I'm unable to completely or clearly make out. Gives off matrix vibes BIG TIME. all's I know is there is something oval in nature with what feels like some sort of presence nestled inside that focusses in on me and just hovers back and forth. it's also happened recently when I dosed shrooms too, when I was under the impression the realms didn't necessarily cross paths like that... just looking for guidance or someone else who's had similar circumstances & result occur. I really hope this isn't permanent. I had barely started to get my feet wet.