Not sure if anyone will come across this post but do you ever feel like you’re chasing for someone in your dreams, after a connection? Looking back on it now it’s almost as if in every turn of my dream I’m being pulled towards someone else, usually a male that I faintly know in the dream but leaves me like the ghost of morning fog when I wake up. Even when I have lucid dreams it’s always this search, this inevitable journey for someone else, and as my lucidity kind of loses hold and my awareness isn’t as clear as it might’ve been during that moment of lucidity I still search for them, reach out for them even as I try to escape my family within my dreams. It’s kind of funny in a way, how I’m so willing to allow myself the chance to leave my family, even going as far as avoiding the, within a dream of course, but with that I still find myself drawn towards these people, whatever they represent within me.
There were times where in my lucid dreams I’d find myself face to face with these male figures, sometimes they felt like the same person even if physically they looked different, be it race or hair, something about them felt familiar or similar. These male figures in particular would know my name without me having to introduce myself, there was a bit of a surprise each time they said my name, like some kind of sign or note that we met before, that we interacted deeply before. However in these moments I’d find myself forgetting to ask for their name in return, and when I wake I’d be as determined to get it the next time even if part of me knew that the knowledge of names doesn’t carry so well from the dream world to the waking world.
Anywho, that might’ve been a bit of a rant but I’m genuinely curious if you, or anyone who comes across this has had similar experience, a search for someone who you were with for a moment, or for someone you have no recollection of but feel drawn towards.