u/Dear_Departure_32

I’ve gone through every possible route in person to ask for help. I left a shady job that did not pay their employees enough to survive as a result. I was not able to make my car payment on time so I sought out a new job while working and a week later I got a new job. But unfortunately, my car got turned off. I had reached out to local Charities state resources for both rental assistance, utility assistance and the possibility of something to help with my car just so I can have a chance after I got out of the hospital in December. It’s just been one fall out after each other I trusted myself in talking to my mother about what I could do and what resources I could use, but I was a little naïve to think my mom wanted the best for me but her comment about people not wanting to talk to me because I’m negative and never positive really stuck in my head. I’m constantly fighting and struggling to survive. I understand there are resources that could be provided, but I have reached out to most of them and I’ve gotten told funds are not available, even though my landlord is willing to work with me… I will take any kind of assistance whether it be financial or way to get to work. I’ve offered to repay my family, however, they wanted me to pay them back, but that just wasn’t enough in their eyes. I’m not trying to beg. I’m just so tired of fighting and fighting only to get thrown down.