u/DavTheGlowingViper

Hello, I (14M) am typing here because I want some advice on how to ask out my crush (14f) let’s call her JellyBean because those are my favorite candy and they’re very sweet. And I have had a crush on Jellybean for at least 3-4 years (mind you we met over 10 years ago but became friends 5-6 years ago) and Over the years I fell for her, and Appearently she liked me too but my autistic brain only has been proving it together recently. But anyway, I never cared too much for her looks, but I mainly fell for how she always helped me when I I was down and was the one to understand me the most… she was amazing and always cheered me up… I tried to distract myself with those short term crushed thing, but I always landed back to her… even when I was in primary school I was sure I was not ready for a relationship. But when I got into first year of secondary school, I was scared if she didn’t like me… I was scared because that’s the year I knew 100% certain, I loved that girl… I wanted to be with her and it’s been like that since, but I got f*cked hard when she got a boyfriend (an online boyfriend, let’s call him Carl) Carl was ehh, never spoke to him at all, but when they broke up she was sad. I didn’t say anything… than she dated another guy, let’s name him Blevins, her and Blevins again are dating via long distance and have not met in person. and it’s near the end of our 2nd year in second year and I want to know if I should risk it and ask her out, I was going to give her a letter, containing some of this information, and hand it to her at the last day of school, Leave, then hope for the best… any thoughts?