as a follow up to my many misadventures posted on this account, it's all come together for my first cosmic. for the first time today I entered the cosmic ocean. and promptly died on 7-7. but I wasn't mad. no, I wasn't even upset. i have proved to myself, my friends, and the world, I have the potential to beat cosmic ocean. it is 100% possible and doable within the next 6~ months. that is my range. if not then, by the end of the year. if not then, by the end of 2027. if NOT then. by the end of 2030. and if not then maybe I'm not cut out for it. that is my fourth time entering sunken city, the home of the great dreamer. I destroyed him, nearly dying, but made it through. and that proves my iron will and unbreakable spirit. i will do it.