u/DanielletheMoran

It’s exactly what it sounds like I guess. My boyfriend of 10 years cheated on me. We broke up immediately when I found out, and it’s changed me ever since. It wasn’t a physical affair, they didnt even talk sexually, it was purely an emotional affair and wanting to feel attractive again to someone else. For those things I am very grateful, but sometimes I think it’s almost worse. He got to know her, he felt attracted to her, she felt attracted to him, they both knew he was in a relationship and it was wrong, but they talked for weeks anyway. I can’t stop thinking about this other girl and how she justified trying to get with my partner knowing how long we’d been together and that I had no idea I was being cheated on. My bf and I weren’t doing well at the time, I can only imagine what he told her about me, but still.. I can’t stop wondering why she would do that to me, and feeling incredibly frustrated that I never confronted her and she never had to face her actions. Sometimes I want to reach out to her, I know her insta, and let her know that I know what she did and that she was wrong for it, but I know I’ll only embarrass myself. I wish I could get over this feeling of not feeling avenged I guess? Anyways, I needed to get this off my chest lol