u/Dangerous_Bass1353

my ocd is so debilitating. I have to grab packages a certain way or it means I have to return the item inside because it got contaminated by me and my contaminated clothes. I want to have a normal life so bad i miss the old me who didn’t need to wash her hair every day. I miss dressing up nicely, keeping my stuff, having makeup I use everyday, styling my hair. I miss not making people walk around eggeshells. my new trigger is “feet particles” now.