u/DJScandela

04-29-26

Messy

Blood dripping from my arms

I thought I deserved the harm,

alienated by my own pain; as I

laid on the floor while my

blood drained;

Healing gets messy; multiple

nights that kept me guessing,

it all happened for a reason

pain leading me to my greatest

seasons;

But my greatest seasons

come with a cost;

countless nights I still felt

lost; many nights I

wanted to die, still here

trying to shine;

Maybe I’m both, experiencing

both light and dark, pain

is my growth; its part

of my life my soul took

that oath.