u/DITDIDAMINDAODINDAO

I’ve been struggling lately with something I think a lot of us deal with: patience. ​Right now, my "real life" is full of drama, negativity, and noise. It makes it incredibly hard to sit back and "trust the process" because I find myself constantly looking at my external circumstances and asking, "Where is it? Why hasn't it changed yet?"

I know that I am supposed to seek validation only Within Myself but it's like I'm being forced to look into the outside world... Any tips?

In what ways can I work with the spirit nitika to bring forth abundance or quick money into my life effortlessly ? I have literally no money so I cannot create the magical cash book physically but I could make it using Google Docs with the sigil as the first page . Even that's difficult because my eyesight is bad so I cannot stare at her symbol for too long . Are there other ways that I​ can work with her so just listening to the mantra on youtube?