u/DDzakwan

i thought id been doing good, man i thought id made progress. i was studying well and focusing in classes but it got too much and i shut down. then the SH relapse and selfloathing shit comes back and i fall. even now i idnt know if im just a littlr bittvh with a superiourity complex and a lackof motivation for anything. they sidd it was persistnetn dperessinve disorder or some shit

turned a lot og frienfs away with my selfabsorbed depressing rambles, hoping to get their piity n shit.wnated their attentions ig. lost so many friends tht meant soo much to me bt i bet they forgot me by now lmaooo

i gotta go to beddd im sorry everyone
im sorry