I'm so bad at finding memes. Tried to find a pikachu meme where you have like 2 panels, one where pikachu is kind of sleeping or being tired and second pikachu reading some papers focused - me when getting things done in life vs me getting things done in rpg game or something like that. At this point I'm not even sure if that's a pikachu on this meme
Hi, I was diagnosed with crohn in 2023. After many months of different types of medical treatment I got infliximab treatment that lasted untill last year when I had weird allergic response and had to change it to vedolizumab.
During that time I had surgery to get rid of that damn anal fistula, but also lost a kidney due to some random inflamatory and kidney failure after removing kidney stone. But other than that I was in a remission, had good time, sometimes some stomach ache, but no diarrheas.
The only thing that reminded me about crohn was that I had to go the hospital every 8 weeks for a next dose.
I didn't have any diet. I could eat whatever came to my mind.
Last week I started to have problems that whenever I ate something different than some jelly-like products I had diarrhea.
Now it's 9th day of that situation and I had a sudden realization during that time like... dude you have crohn, why would you think it will be always good? It's like there was a thought in the back of my head all this time, that maybe someday I will have to go the hospital because of my enterostenosis for another surgery or it may get worse eventually. But I didn't take care of myself to maybe prevent it.
I feel bad with myself, like maybe if I had a diet this wouldn't happen, if I have been exercising?
I have some vacation plans and now the only thing I'm thinking about is will I be able to travel and not be in toilet whole time or worse?
Sorry for bad english. Wanted to vent with whole situation as I'm 5th time in the toilet today. Maybe it's just a food poisoning cause I started to feel bad after eating a hot dog and drinking coffee? I guess it lasts too long for that to be true.
Guess I shouldn't plan so much ahead, but having some plans with starting a family and building a house is getting really unrealistic in my head right now.
Take care everyone