u/Cyclops_cunf

Went abroad 2 years ago as of today. Met this girl we clicked we got in relationship. Started working and living together. Little ups and down all good. During 2 years made alot of mistakes owned up to it . Learned to be better then having fragile ego. Made mistake last time at February, knelt to the grown bowed my head to her feet asked for forgiveness because that felt right at that moment. Vowed to be a better man and treat her best. Countless fights, countless fun memories countless goods and bad . Fucked my mental health but i had her. She was an angel. Prettiest, kindest , strongest soul i know. Had to be distant for 1 month during our breakup. Left job , left home, found new job got new place. Started seeing someone new(too early ik) couldnt cope. She started seeing someone new(understandable). Had to see her in university. We met talked and tried to fix it. She said i have been the bestest version of me during now. Said we could work it out . Quited the new job , left the new place went back to same job . May 6 someone knocks my door. She. She said she had to talk . I said ok. She said she wants to explore life. She wanted to live her life as that hindi song ghirtye samlathye something. She said we should breakup. I kept listening her . She asked if i had to say something i said nothing. May 7 she goes out with a man from work. I have to see her everyday. That man she goes out with too. Cant leave the job , need to pay tution fee. Got another separate room. Idk