Need advice - Asap⚠️
I(22/F) have been vegetarian since 8 months, and my parents now want me to donate for Eid al-Adha. I don't want to pay for people to kill animals. I'd love to donate to help people in need, so I'm fine with donating differently but not for the murder of innocent individuals.
I'm scared to say this to them because they are already not happy with me not praying and stuff like that, and if I also reject this now, idk how they'll take it. I also don't want my fear to cost a life, I don't know what to do.
They told me I'm old to donate by myself now. (Old enough to donate but not old enough to my own choices.. sure)
What if they're "testing" me to see if I'll actually donate or not, or maybe I'm just overthinking, but either way, I'm scared, and I need advice asap.