u/Curtailss

So I’ve done dmt couple times and only at home, first time was the best experience because of what I discovered and the next 2 were me trying to breakthrough, couldn’t do it because maybe I wasn’t off of my ssri’s long enough (3 weeks at that time) but I had lots of practical realizations of how I wanna live my life but it was definitely scary while happy. The second and third time I did it, every time I inhaled (just air) things got colourful and bright and when I exhaled things turned grey and kind of like a horror movie look, it was pretty crazy and I got a bit scared that if I don’t control my breathing enough I’ll go into a bad trip but it didn’t scare me to any point of not wanting to do it again.

Anyways I have a little bit left maybe enough for a breakthrough and I was wondering if it’s a good idea to do it in like a nice field of grass in the morning with the sun? I’d be going to a place with very less people so I won’t get freaked out.

So in non dualism someone else’s awareness is no such thing.. as it is your and theirs/just one awareness

The physical world and the body make you separate these happenings and give a sense of individuality but if all body’s and physical worlds collapsed and happenings still happened you’d see it as one awareness with the happenings.

Yes unique patterns of happenings exist and we call those personalities but if you looked inwards and witnessed how every thought comes from no traceable place then you are just the pilot in the cockpit.. we are all the same one pilot and the world is the cockpit, not just your mind and body as we think but the entire world including personalities in the world.

How would you describe your sense of "enlightenment" if you could in words and how would you change what I’ve said for what you think is different?

I personally admire him and his teachings

I didn’t realize I should have been practicing on a lower drift car first because man it’s much harder

I literally just found out about it and can’t believe they took that shit down because it looks fucking amazing😭

Plz tell me there’s a interactive full version out there, I’ll even pay for it god damn it!!