DAILY DOSE OF BLAH BLAH BLAH…
Single and unemployed
You know being unemployed and not getting at least rejection emails is one thing but adding being ghosted in talking stages to the plot…..mhhhhh wow double bad luck.
Now I have to question my worth and my purpose on earth, like okay I'm living but at what cost???. Actually I shouldn't be thinking of dating ‘cause what on earth do I have to offer besides multiple bad days.
Perhaps.. finding a hobby?? NO, where will I get money for transport in order for me to do that hobby?
Sneaky link? Mhhh… yeah about that, he'll probably get tired of paying for my transportation I mean we're not in a relationship. Damn how does it even work is it a 50/50 ‘cause you're sneaky linking?
Acquire a new skill? Listen, I have tons of certificates that aren't even helping me with landing a job, yeah sure it's a skill I might need one day buuutttt- it gets to a point!!!!
Start a business???? NO, I am way to anti social and depressed for such. You know depression comes with anger and a lot of isolation aaannndd that's not what the clients/customers want. I'd trend every other week.
Pray????, sister I'm in no contact with God right now and funny enough I feel more relieved now that I'm not praying. It felt like a burden always talking to “air”and things just never get better…. Like you want me to praise you in this state? You're asking for too much, you're asking me to never question your time and the plans you have for me? Wow I don't think I have time for that. You'll fix things when you actually want to.