u/Curious_Pen_4378

Hi guys, I would love some advice for my situation. I’m manifesting my SP and we’ve been apart a year and a half. There’s a 3p involved and it’s messy bc she tried to find out about me in the past. There’s been a little movement with SP but I’m still blocked everywhere. He also thinks I live far away and doesn’t know I moved back to our hometown where we met (long distance led to our breakup). I’ve been locking in and got hit w the opposite (SP going to 3p’s graduation and them looking close), and I’ve been having some rare intrusive thoughts of them getting engaged (even though he doesn’t seem to like her much). However, except for those moments, I actually feel calm and happy. I catch myself thinking about the dates we’ll go on, things I want to tell him, and replaying our best memories. I’ve also been dreaming of him reaching out, including a dream where I saw him and the 3p and he left her to come talk to me. I’ve also been getting a lot of instagram posts that relate about a guy dating a new girl but still being in love with his ex and going back to her which aligns w my situation bc we broke up suddenly despite being very in love and he rebounded with her a couple weeks later. What does this mean- has anyone had split thoughts like this? It’s genuinely so weird bc it’s like two thought processes are coexisting.