u/Cultural-Resource416

So i remember. 2-3 months ago I was so much focused on self improvement and glowup. I was using subliminals regularly with consistency. Was going to the gym and eating healthy. My skin was looking good and my physique was developing. Like everything was going good and many people noticed that and complimented. Then one day i got severe fever, so got out of the track and lost my focus. Then after 2 weeks the fever went away but since then I can't focus on my work, lost the motivation to do anything, always feeling tired. Many unlucky and shocking events also started happening. How much I'm trying to get things back together the more I get pushed backwards. I don't know what really is happening. What exactly should i do?