u/Cultural-Flower-877

Once again I’m excited to try to pivot or try something new and I just—-can’t. As soon as my body feels the slightest bit of difficulty, I give up. I know it shouldn’t be that way but at this point it’s like I’m at a crossroads but there are no paths. Just a dark void. Just tired physically, mentally and emotionally. If euthanasia was possible here in the states, that would be the path I would take. It’d be the one thing in my life that goes successfully.

Hopefully I don’t trigger anyone and *hugs* to everyone in here!