u/CuhmsLute

So I've had this for most of my life, always cleaned it by sorting of lifting the foreskin up and off the head, and then rinsing it, obvs not the best, but my problem is that I can't really get it past the part of the head that it starts curving to be parallel with the shaft ig, and the head is very sensitive so even that is hard. When I try to retract it it feels either sensitive, even to the air, or painful/stinging.

Going to see a doctor will be really embarrassing, I don't think I could manage it. I also couldn't really buy equipment + I want to keep this private.

Please help - I'm really worried.