u/CubeWillStop

This past week has been terrible. Not because of relapses, no. But flashing images of hardcore scenes in my mind. It's very brief like an image flash and with sense of GO WATCH PORN NOW. I slap away the thought from my mind. Need to meditate more to be present and learn to control my mind more.

I know it is part of reprogramming my brain. I will not act on it today. One day at a time.