I would have never believed myself if I went into the past and told my younger self "We left the organization".
Simply visiting this reddit scared me, I skipped past every single negative video in order to keep my peace, but as of recent, things have changed.
I'm 22, about to be 23 in a few months and I've lived my life the way I wanted to for the past 4-5 years, not knowing the terms "PIMO" or "PIMI". If anything I'd fall into a category where I was PIMO sometimes, and PIMI others, trying to figure out what I wanted.
I lied to myself saying that this was just the way I was going to serve, that I'd do what I needed to for my family during the day, and do my own thing every other possible second, once again, doing all this under the thinking that I was still being faithful.
A while ago I was caught in a minor mistake that escalated all the way to me finally calling up an elder and telling him I was disassociating myself.
I'd give more identifying marks about the situation but I'll be honest, I'm scared. I'm about to lose my entire family because of this choice, I don't regret it, but it'll be hard.