How to get over someone you never dated
This is really embarrassing to admit I can’t lie, but in order to potentially move on and want better for myself I feel that sharing will help me come to my senses. I know this guy and began talking to him in October. He was very hot and cold, one moment sweet to me the next terrible to me. He would call me for hours and hours then disappear for weeks. Every-time he popped back up I’d answer immediately.
At Christmas he called me and I was pretty excited, but I decided to ignore him for a few hours so It seemed like I didn’t care. After talking for not even 5 minutes he leaves me on delivered for 3 days. I decided to delete his number and move on with my life. Up until one week ago, I hadn’t thought of him once and felt free. Last night I was scrolling and decided to call him and immediately hang up so he would call me back. He ended up not calling back but texted me this morning just saying “lol” I waited a hour and told him it was an accident. Then he called me an accident so I called him one too. He just ended it with “alr lol begone now”
I’m honestly embarrassed, I don’t know why I would call him but I thought he would want to talk to me. I just want to be loved so badly, im just looking for it and giving it to all the wrong people. I don’t feel so deep for him like I used to so I’m sure I’ll be able to move on from this quickly, I just need tips to maybe stop thinking about him.