The Cliff
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Reality, unfortunate a mistake has been made.
Cloaked in smiles I'm hidden, my heart kept in the shade.
A fear ov letting you in, an anxious cage ov doubt.
Instead you took me over and you wouldn't let me out.
Realization the flesh I wear no longer belongs to me.
Inside lies constant hurt wearing my face and I can finally see...
Trapped inside this hell I call my head sadness sinks deep.
Constant anxiety, depression and madness, am I really worth the keep?
A fraction ov my own control has set me off in roam.
Thoughts run deep in hope, in the end will I finally be alone?
The monster has overstayed it's welcome that was never given a formal invite.
So I begin my climb to the brink and we'll see who wins this fight.
I've made my way to the top, fear is impulsively setting in.
The pain, hate and possession, permission you were never given.
So there we stand one body two minds with different thoughts ov the cost.
Staring at the bottom, we will both suffer momentous loss.
Reflections ov happiness ripple like stones thown into water.
This is the only way to find my calm, the depths await your slaughter.
To no longer have me in your grasp has left you scared stiff.
When you're gone, I'll have my peace as we wave goodbye to the cliff.