u/CriticismPotential89

Im m21 and my condition is wosening here at my parents house. And im really done with it. Constantly mental torture, and what not. Hearing from them that i was a mistake, and im useless is just killing me inside.

I need to step out now because its unbareable. I'm just a 12th pass guy, cant afford clg to just get the degree. Right now i just need any job to survive in kolkata. Ive decided to come there. Like any job, be it being a staff, helper to a shop. Im ready to learn. Pls just help me.

I have 10k bank balance and can survive with it for a month only for food. But i do need a place to stay. Idk how I'll be managing that. I want to be alive. If anyone of you can help me pls.

I am from India, a student.

I'm going through severe depression and tried many times to off myself in over 2 years and now i cant handle it no more. There isn't a single day where i haven't thought of ending it, its a daily thing for me and it is getting severe. Having sleep paralysis, when waking up im not able to move my body for atleast 60 seconds. I have noticed that i feel better after i slap myself for even smiling. Im a different me now. Theres no one around who understands me. I feel happy when im in pain most of the day but at night is what i feel to get improve, to be loved like anyone else. Im crying right now, its just all the memories are reviving in my head.

I need money for therapy, psychiatrist, and meds please help me if you can.

I have a prescription from a year ago from the psychiatrist when i tried to improve but couldn’t continue it further as i couldn't afford it, i can send you that.

I use Paypal & can share the ID in dm, thanku for reading it till here, feeling slight better after writing it all out.

I am from India,

I'm going through severe depression

I need money for therapy, psychiatrist, and meds please help me if you can. The money can supply medications for a month or 1.5 month. And after that I'll figure something out.

I have a prescription from a year ago from the psychiatrist when i tried to improve but couldn’t continue it further as i couldn't afford it, i can send you that.

I use Paypal & can share the ID in dm, thanku for reading it till here, feeling slight better after writing it all out.