u/Critical-Lettuce4523

I know you’re angry
And I’m sorry
I’m not trying to hurt you
And I haven’t forgotten you, nor am I trying to.
I’m just dealing with something right now…
And I’m just asking for your patience.
It isn’t that I don’t love you,
It isn’t that I’m trying to lose you.
It isn’t that I’m moving on with someone new.
I know how your mind works.
I’m just on a crazy road that I’m trying to get off of.
I promise I’ll call, and it won’t be long now before I do.
If you don’t have it in you to wait, I don’t blame you.
But don’t think for a minute that all of this is because our time together didn’t mean anything or that my heart was never in it.
Of course I love you, very much.
I know I’m the worst but,
I’ll be back soon.

In case you’re out there looking for a message from me, a sign, or something:

I wanted you to know that I miss you so much. I hope you are okay. I worry about you all the time. And yes, I think about you every day. I’m not over you at all and I’m not trying to be.

Be well today, my handsome boy. I love you forever.