u/Critical-Kiwi-2646

tbh my mental health really had fun taking over me and just ruin my academic potential and I take full responsibility but sometimes ion even know what im doing or whats going on yet so self aware. finding comfort in your mental state is the worst thing ever anyways my igcses are going on and this is my first time like I mean I haven't studied in igcse before like literal no idea its a whole new board for me and I had like barely 4 months to prep for it and im seeing stuff like igcse results reactions and everything and I have been so chill cuz I thought ts ain that serious, a levels more serious but uhmmm I feel guilt and welp it was supposed to be happen tbh I took igcse wayy too light. my parwnts spend alot on ts shi and i have basically skipped a grade and now i feel scared cus i have ruined my phys and chem paper 42 why?

because im studying like one day before exams and i think i should stop blaming my mental health about it

tmr is my b.s paper and im just watching revison vdos and also for my phys i gave up before even trying and i just watched 3 vdos of 3 units and didnt even sleep and i had 2 hours to revise and i didnt do anything cus then i would feel more anxious 😭😭🥀

so yeah if youre like me, studying one day before exams idts there any kid cause taking igcse light is crazy tbh

im giving my igcse this year after leaving my old school mid session and im genuinely so tired without trying tbh... i procrastinate alot and those self destruction patterns just repeat lul

so I knew that i would study at the very last moment and rn this is the very last moment tmr is my physics 42 and I still dont care maybe it just my problem

most of my exams are going OK and well but its so hard catching up with new board and especially after skipping a grade I just hope I stopped doing stuff at very last moment gng

and its prolly because of my mental health. shocker

im not even scared about failing but at the same time I am especially chemistry cus I want to pursue chemistry in future and chem just hates me atp

I think as a pvt candidate I can give a level chem even if my igcse chem grade is trash so if thats possible ill just make my base more strong before giving a levels

right now ive barely done anything in physics and I got like 6 hours so pray for me guys🥀🥀🥀​