Idk if I’m just thinking to much into this or being to self conscious but my friend joke about how they would be mad if I had a seizure during outings because it would ruin the fun of it and I can’t tell if they are joking or not or hiding their true feelings behind a joke but it’s a thought that really bugs me.
My friends have had to cut out alot of things to include me in hangouts now wich I mean I love but comments like that has got me thinking about whether I’m sucking all the fun out of everyone else’s time just so they can accommodate me.
Or even them being worried about me ruining everyone’s time and fun with a seizure. I don’t want people to feel like that but then again I just don’t know how.
I’m like talking in circles sorry but does anyone else get this feeling around friends?