u/Creepy_Panic6793

New season same grind. Looking for outside perspectives

This past weekend my 3 brothers and I stayed in a yurt in a fairly remote location.

I brought 21grams of mushrooms. 14 APE and 7 PE.

Two of us took 3 grams. Two took around 5-6.

The trip was wild. I can only speak for myself but the open eye visuals and just overall connection to nature was incredible.

All of my brothers, who have all taken mushrooms numerous times couldn’t get over how strong they were. My younger brother …. Who is no stranger to pushing the limits of his mind saw this as an opportunity.

We took them originally at around 5pm and around 10pm we were all sitting around the fire chilling … the peak of the trip long behind us.

My brother says “I’m going back in who’s joining me”. All of us were like … fk no … that was intense and we were all mentally exhausted from the experience.

He saw it as an opportunity to go further than he’s ever gone. Mind you he already had taken 5-6. We go in the yurt and I’m still feeling the effects of the mushrooms and am starring at what is left in the tray. At this point the mushrooms looked spiritual … or even a bit frightening to look at. We weighed the remaining mushrooms and it was just shy of 10g …. 9.7 I believe. I then watched him raw dog the entire pile. Mind you I tripped BALLS on 3g. He was truly going in a hero’s journey.

He parked himself into his comfy chair by the fire and what I witnessed was pretty disturbing to say the least. From grunting to hysteria to weeping …. He was truly in another place. The rest of us were there to support him but it really didn’t seem like he had a great time.

We went to bed and had to literally guide him to the yurt. During the entire night we heard him randomly grunting and making scared fearful noises …. Idk what he went through but it sounded intense.

I woke up the next morning and he was out sitting next to the fire …. Pretty quiet … didn’t say much.

He did say he’s never went that deep into a trip before …. If you knew him you’d know that’s saying a LOT.

Hoping to pick his brain about it in the near future though.