What do you do when there's no choice but to accept less?
I'm disabled. It's not getting better and it probably won't get better.
I struggle most days with basic tasks. I want so badly to be able to do the bare minumum. But all I can manage is staying alive. And at that point what IS the point?
If I can never have anything above barely surviving what is the point? I try so hard on a regular basis but I can't do much when my body refuses to move. When getting out to bed to use the bathroom becomes a hurculean task?
I have no choice but to accept this. It's not getting better and it won't get better. I'm so tired. I just want the basics. I don't want much more. I wanna be able to take care of myself and my space. I wanna be able to raise kids one day. But all of that is out of reach.
It feels as if my entire life has been stolen from me.