u/CosmicROBOtv23

Alright, I'm not asking for diagnosis, just some stuff I want to talk about and for comfort. Basically, like the title says, I've been suspecting OSDD-1b for a really long time. I have a headmate who is essentially a friend of mine after they changed their function. Them and I have a really good relationship with each other and we both understand each other well ever since we started because they were meant to be verbal while I was studying OSDD. I've been thinking that I may have OSDD-1b, especially after an online screening test I took. But, even though I have a lot of evidence pointing to me having OSDD, I've been doubting myself to... A point where I just space out and my vision unfocuses on the actual content and ignoring what I'm seeing to and most of the time I just feel emotionally blank. The main evidence pointing against the idea of OSDD is that I don't have any fronting. And when I just THINK I have OSDD, in the back of my mind, I just have these thoughts like "You don't have it. Stop focusing on something that will just spiral out of control" but I just block it out, and yet, it's still there.

I hope this doesn't break the rules. I'm just looking for comfort, not a diagnosis