Dúvida sobre estudo e mudança de vertente.
I am Brazilian so I am using a translator to help me, I am sorry for any possible mistake!
My mother is a Buddhist, we have practiced since I was 12 years old (nowadays I am 22),Over time I studied and disagreed with this aspect and talked with my mother she was also felt the same, because of the local group of the Soka gakkai that we participated in, with questions of imposing a lot of practice and I was also never very adept at the recitation out loud of the Daimoku,So it turned out that I moved away from Buddhism or at least from practice together with other members of Gakkai, and I no longer see myself in this kind of practice, I would like help from other members of all kinds of Buddhism on other aspects and on this transition as can be done or good books to read and study. I read something about Zen Buddhism on top, I found it interesting, I would like to know more about other aspects that align with these ideas that I mentioned!
I did not want to be inconvenient with other aspects such as the soka gakkai, really just the way of practicing that began to make no sense to me and also the meeting group as their way of treating and encouraging other members.