(tw explicit fantasies )
I am 16m I don’t really have any friends right now because of som that happened last year when all of them would not stop calling me slurs so now I have a lot of free time with my thought all this to say I want friends more than that I want a girlfriend I catch myself thinking I don’t care if she is abusing me I don’t care if she belittles me in my mind as long as I feel chosen in someway by somebody outside my family I would be happy, and I have been getting fantasies about girls breaking into my house and SAing me before this I never thought of myself as being into that Sort of thing but for the past couple of months it has become more and more Alluring to me I feel really sexually frustrated and I feel that I can’t do anything about it because I am a minor but I don’t know anybody my age that is dealing with anything similar and I just wanted to vent somewhere.