grief and new cat
I am still processing the loss. I cannot even say it out loud or explicitly. I feel there is a lot I cannot handle when thinking about her.
we have another cat that always wanted to interact with her, but they never really got along, it was a lot of little sisters where one wants to play and the other definitely not, so the thought of getting her a new sister is on our mind.
my boyfriend recently showed me a picture of a kitten up for adoption. he made it clear he was not proposing anything, just looking around.
I now find myself thinking about that kitten a lot. there is something in her sweet eyes that is calling to me. the same had happened with my first kitty whom I have recently lost. I don't want to miss out on this feeling of connection, but I don't know if it's too soon.
I don't know what to do.