He was previously engaged in 2022, it didn’t go through coz he cheated; she was an FA. They were long distance. They got engaged only after 8 months of dating. They wanted to work it out initially but eventually the girl left him.
I met him in 2025. He’s 35 (CE), I’m 34 (MD). It’ll be our 1st anniversary next month, and we haven’t discussed marriage yet. With all fairness, he’s doing everything to make me not think he’s cheating.
Sometimes, di ko mapigilan maisip, am I a placeholder? When he sings songs of yearning for a lost lover or going back to the past, it triggers me - does he love her still and he’s only settling for me now because his ex-fiancee is now married? Does he regret not going after her?
This may be my insecurities talking but I’m so afraid I am with someone whose greatest love isn’t me.