u/Cool-Character9049

I've been bad with words since I was a kid. I'm not sure exactly what is wrong with me but it's negatively impacted my quality of life significantly. Possibly related - I'm also bad at understanding what emotions I or others are feeling, people's intentions, or just generally wtf is going on

In high school I was really delusional so I ate a lot of shit in college. I dropped out and now I'm back in school again.

As an altruistic, self-protection mechanism, I have sabotaged my life, so that civilizations can be spared.