Not a fun person
I'm going to preface this by saying I know I'm not the most exciting person and do not have the most exciting life. I'm absolutely okay with that, as I think boring is subjective and personally feel that I'm at peace with life and myself and don't feel like I need crazy excitement to make me happy.
I do have some anxiety I have been working through as far as traveling, my dogs, and movies.
My boyfriend continue to tell me things like
"Idk why you have so many rules. It’s a chihuahuas game it’ll be fun no matter what."
"I just wish we could go out and do things and have fun."
"I wish I could be with someone that could have some fun."
I have some trauma with people that drink alcohol and sometimes struggle being around people who consume it a lot and am sensitive when I can see the change in people and the way they act and who they are when they've drank enough to impair them.
I guess I'm just upset because it's hurtful to say I'm not a fun person when I have fun, and the company I keep besides him thinks I'm fun, they know I'm a more serious person but know I also can be and have fun.