u/Convival10

I've always loved doing mandalas and paintings. But as soon as I started my neet prep I had to leave everything and it's been over two years I haven't touched my pens and paintbrushes. It's my 2nd drop and I don't think so I'll make it in this attempt as well. I wanted to go to NIFT just coz I saw someone ik go there and the lifestyle and I wanted to live that but I never filled the form coz I thought I'm not even close to how talented she is. My parents never forced but they always wanted to me to become a doctor as my dad is one and my brother too. Even I wanted to until 7-8 months back when I realised the dedication mbbs demands I'll never have. i have my neet exam in 28 days and idk what to do.