Looking for friends or maybe more (it's funny now that I'm reading it)
Loner looking for friends or maybe more (can't type this with a straight face) M20
Growing up never had the privilege of talk to people or go out (typical desi parents and financial issues) , plus i was kind of an outcast at that time around,Because of which i leaned on games, my uncle was loaded and was a gamer himself and got me into it too. I spent all my time either playing on the playstation or the PC, that was my life untill i turned 18...
After which i met a few people after that and started going out more had some fun and yea i liked the idea of making friends but i don't really have the social skills for it (introverted/socially anxious) i know it's cowardly but it turns out I'm not able to lose this fear and sometimes when i try my throat feels like there are barbed wires around it, the words are not ready to come out. Now all those people I met have their own life and I don't want to impose on them to include me. I was kinda looking to make some friends hang out stuff like that.
Plus I've only been in one relationship ever and I don't know if could call it that or not by the way things turned out. But whatever i didn't really effect me that much because it's not the first time somebody has left me (that sounded kinda depressing lmao). So I was hoping to loose these fear of mine and talk to someone when I find them attractive instead of running away.
I don't drink
I don't smoke
I like to go on bike rides
I like gaming LIKE A LOT (even played tournaments, nothing note worthy did it for the heck of it) i mostly play CS,Mobile legends and Val and hell lotta story mode games.
I'm down for any activity or hang out (if I got the funds for it, obvious)
I LOVE FOOD....
I also work out and am on an self improvement journey.
DM me if you wanna talk!
First time posting something like this....