my current situation
Hello brothers and sisters in Christ, God bless you this day ❤️🙏✝️🛐 Brothers and sisters, for some time now my heart has been quite hardened. I'm in a pretty bad place, to be honest. My faith has almost completely disappeared, if it hasn't already. Now, when I do something wrong to someone or offend someone, I barely feel any guilt. And now, for example, to do God's will or be good to others, I'm forcing myself because, as I said, I don't feel anything, just an emptiness. And when I force myself to get closer to God, for example, to be good to my brother or to speak to him from the heart, I start to get very stressed and anxious. I've even thought it's demons, but I rebuke them in the name of Jesus, but it keeps happening. Brothers and sisters, I feel quite bad, to be honest, because I don't feel anything at all. And when I try, for example, to force myself more to get closer to Jesus, I simply start to get stressed and anxious, and I end up the same as before. I'm also trying to find genuine repentance, but I can't. I am looking for you, please. I need your prayers. My name is Gerard Fibla. God bless you, beloved brothers and sisters. 🙏✝️❤️🛐