18/08* my bad
Ig this is goodbye then. For real now. What i did was stupid, beyond sefish. I admit. And im sorry for putting you in such position where you might have had felt exposed. Im sorry for asking too many questions, for intruding so much and disguising it with straight-forward attitude, it wasnt. idk anymore now. Im working on it and keeping my mouth shut. im not interested in people anymore now is another case (and no its not because of heartbreaks or anything) im just genuinely sick in head. Trying to survive for myself is a constant burden, let alone take care of someone else. Its stupid, its ridiculous, and ik im wrong but what do i do?
I miss your stupid face and talking to you. My biggest regret is that I, in my stupidity, ruined everything, literally everything, and now we dont even look at each other. i cant bring myself to look at you and talk to you, even though i want to. But i somewhere get the feeling that you must hate me, or not care enough. (fair enough) but what kills me, is killing me. Cant deny.
Farewell, friend? Were we even?
... Acquaintance.