u/ConsiderationLife865

So this may be partially a personal problem, idk why this is a weird feeling but I have not witnessed much good form the men around me or irl, but even if I do encounter a rare occassion of a man being a decent human it’s usually something I wouldn’t pay attention to but I get visibly ENRAGED. Because tell me why we have to wait for our oppressors to become “better people” when the damage their group did to us for centuries is irreversible. Idgaf how good they are as an individual, giving them a chance to live their lives so freely already put ours at risk, even if they end up not harming us. I want them to learn the hard way. No amount of genuine redemption they can do will make them less deserving of their loneliness and if I could choose, they’d start off lonely (and by that I mean ISOLATED or even experiencing what we go through so they learn it the hard way) because thinking about just a man being a good person just doesn’t sound natural to me. I know it feels so wrong but I can’t rly help it. Idk if therapy would help me atp. I want them to not only stay lonely, but also stay DESERVING of that loneliness.

And by that I don’t want them to stay bad in the way us women are at risk, but in a way where we gain our freedom by giving them their inevitable consequences. No nice solution should be given to the oppressors in which all niceness has led to our downfall. I don’t want them to learn the easy way, I need them to carry that guilt for generations. Idk if I even want them to be better as long as they’re part of that class…

so i just completed COP3223 but a couple of my projects aren’t regraded yet despite there being a policy in the syllabus that projects could be regraded if submitted before may 1st, all of which i fixed and submitted before that deadline. i tried to contact my prof on edstem that i completed and submitted them but he hasn’t responded to that one. however he DID regrade an implementation of one of my projects but neglected the rest. since grades are apparently supposed to be in by today, what should i do if he doesn’t regrade them after i follow the policy and submit it before the deadline?

so i failed calc 3 last semester and failed linear algebra this semester (yes i know i’m losing in life) and i want to retake both of them this summer. i signed up for calc 3 for 1:30-2:30 pm MTWTh and the only linear algebra section is during that time. i tried to find a different time slot for calc but there were no other sections left so i didn’t want to lose what i have. i don’t know if attendance is mandatory for calc but i have the same professor for linear algebra in which attendance is not mandatory.

i did not know i was gonna fail linear algebra until my final exam score came out and i was extremely disappointed. i know i can retake linear algebra in the fall but it’s hard to take it with 4 other classes so preferably i’d like to get it over with, and if i do well i can get off of any potential academic probation sooner before the fall semester starts.

since i do plan to take both, unfortunately both classes are the exact same time so i am not sure how i can work this out. is there any way to talk to any staff about this conflict to see if i can fit into any other calc 3 sections? i dont wanna wait until fall and wait even longer to get my gpa back up. if their only response is to take it in the fall then ill just keep my classes and see what class to attend on what day 🤷🏻‍♀️

so apparently i got an email that a psych lecture i signed up for next semester (EXP 3250- principles of human factors psychology) has been cancelled next semester and that there is an online portion for it. i’ve already had at least half of my psych classes online bc of more availability and i’m getting tired of it bc i’m not rly getting much out of it and it only feels like completing something instead of truly learning.

when i searched for in person lectures for this semester there weren’t many good options or there’s a conflict with my other classes. why ucf must you make it harder for us psych majors mind you we’re the major with the largest graduating class and yet it’s getting so hard. what’s going on guys

also i’m double majoring in statistics so i take most in person classes for that bc it’s the only option and i feel like stem heavy courses are more prioritized than psychology. for psychology if i wanna learn more about it i feel like the best way is to go to grad school and save up even more 💔