u/Conscious_Pair_4527

So I joined medical college last year. And its been almost 6 months. But nothing feels right at this point. I have been suffering from severe anxiety because of all the tests, assignments, practical.etc. My mind is not working anymore because of this. Plus I dont have any proper friends. I also live alone in the hostel room. If I go missing I dont think so anyone would notice at all. I cant even enjoy anything whereas I see people around me do everything they wish to do. Recently our second semester exams got over and we got our marks. And all the people I know who enjoy everything getting good marks while I am stuck at borderline marks somehow passing. It just feels bad after giving so much effort and time. Almost everyone scores better than me. I give all my time to study but nothing is working. I don't have any hobby to pursue nothing interests me. I feel so clueless and hopeless right now.