u/Conscious_Charge_771

I m staying at my best friends house, his family is so stable, loving, they have a routine , r rich. All the ppl their relatives n all love each other n don’t check if someone deserves it. 🧿🧿. Touch wood 🪵. But I feel damn was born in the wrong family, this level of normal calm n loving exists. Is it bad I am feeling jealous n how do I react normal, when infact I want to be likee damn u r so privileged at every other thing.

I tried aloo puri from Ganesh today it was damn good, I used to think gujrati food is all besan with besan. Also where all should someone roam, loved that ppl chill on bridges n footpath. Also what should I take back as souvenir?

I am a 23 F n my ex 23m. We dated for year n a year ago we broke up, our relationship pretty good we broke n got back together like 2-3 times, we said love you to each other but while the breakup started as mutual he took control over all of it also said he was scared of my affection post breakup we talked like just for otp of shared ott but then he went on to block me from everywhere except on whatsapp, he once reached out tried to talk out n together we said miss each other then he again stopped the conversation n said he call later n obviously never did, now I saw he deleted his texts of our very old chat on reddit, everything wasn’t this bad but he kinda ran away as if I am some evil. Never fucking talked it cause according to him he did, I did reach out a year later n he replies we can talk but not about closure or feelings, so I blocked him, him pretending to be this unbothered calm taking control over the whole breakup makes me want to smack his face, no idea if he even knows or is bothered about me blocking him but this feeling of me left hanging is weird to deal with