u/ConsciousStructure56

Im in bit of shock right now don't know what to do next because our clg sent a mail for tcs nqt .i feel like crying beacuse since last 3 yrs im suffering because of dissociation and the the reason I have a lot of backs around 16 although im slowly recovering and last sem i had 0 backs .

So if I say I have no backlogs and then clear it will it be OK beacuse I have heard lot of my seniors did the same and cleared it before 4th and got placed. im in 6th sem in a tier 3 clg in odisha .

Im devastated. I feel like im a torture machine, I have adhd ,dissociation, generalized anxiety disorder. I have no skills, bad cgpa .yet I feel i will endure this as I did with the worse .