How can I use the law of assumption/attraction when I'm emotionally exhausted?
Can someone who REALLY understands manifestation/LOS/revision help me? I've been trying to revise my life for months, mainly since December 2025. I've used SATS, robotic affirmations, visualization, "living in the end," ignoring 3D, trying to let go, etc. Sometimes I feel symptoms or internal changes, but I never manage to fully reach my revised life. My current life is very emotionally heavy. Problems with friendship, school, anxiety, family, I feel exhausted and cry a lot this year. I'm also sleeping poorly and more irritable. School has become one of the biggest triggers because I spend a lot of time there and feel trapped, while at home I feel safe, especially near my mother. Recently I realized something: maybe I'm trying to manifest/revise my entire life from a state of despair and a need to escape the current reality. Like: - I wake up here and feel defeated; - I try to affirm/live in the end; - I observe 3D; - Nothing changes immediately; - I enter a state of anxiety/despair; - I try again. I also realized that I turn small events into "tests" of manifestation. Example: I really wanted to cancel a day of class because I just wanted to rest and spend the day with my mother. I made robotic affirmations, tried not to look for signs, tried to live in the end, but it didn't happen. And then that became another proof in my head that "nothing works". Someone told me that maybe I'm stuck because I haven't been able to let go of the old version of my life/identity, and that affected me. Because I think I'm still very emotionally connected to the current pain and the fear of being stuck here. At the same time, I'm afraid to improve my current life or cling to things here and that this will end up "trapping" me even more in this reality. I wanted to understand: - how to really "let go" without becoming apathetic? - how to stop monitoring the 3D all the time? - how to review life without turning each current day into a test of failure? - Has anyone managed to escape this state of urgency/despair within the protest? - How to continue living while the revision doesn't yet seem physical/immediate? I want deeper/more practical answers, not just "ignore the 3D" or "persist."