knocking outside my room and whispering in my ear?? is this an experience?
ok hi sorry if there’s typos, i’m writing this late at night and i’m freaked out. I want to think i'm just crazy but this is stressing me out. Basically we moved into this house before sophomore year (i'm currently a junior in highschool) and i’ve hated it ever since. stuff always breaks and the energy just feels off.
my mom’s always been a bit kooky and weird and very paranoid so i would always brush it off when she said she’d hear my voice when i wasn’t home or hear me talking when i didn’t say anything (usually outside the screen door). It was creepy, but i could rationalize it.
The real issue starts with last night i was alone in my room scrolling on my phone it was completely on silent no music or anything and i started to hear knocking. i thought it was my parents so i kept calling out asking “what?” but it would stop with no response. it happened like 5 separate times until i finally called out "what? what do you want?!” not in a 'i think there's a ghost way' moee that i was annoyed with my parents for bugging me. I swear something exhaled right into my ear, like a “haaa” sound.
i froze in place even tho i probably should've ran out. Irefused to look anywhere and tried calling my mom but her phone kept going straight to voicemail even though it was on. after like four tries she finally answered and came to get me. she yelled at whatever it was to leave and i ended up sleeping in her room like a little kid.
my dad checked my room and said there was nothing there. tonight my mom said she heard something outside again, we locked everything, and later i heard knocking again. i ignored it this time and it stopped but now i keep hearing movement around room (particularly my closet and window even though i’m on the top floor????).
i’ve been to haunted places before and one of my friends does ghost hunting. after one weird experience at a park that supposedly had skinwalker sightings, things have felt off ever since.
normally i can explain stuff away but this time i can’t shake the sinking feeling that something is seriously wrong. nothing has sat with me or freaked me out this bad before. i believe in ghosts but i was always somewhat skeptical?? my friend’s coming over this week to check it out because i genuinely feel crazy.
I don't know what to do i'm extremely paranoid i can't sleep and i've been nauseous i NEVER get like this with anything ever. even my other experiences i never felt like this i feel trapped and terrified, even tho it's nothing too big i can just feel something in my bones that irks me