I don't know if this is autism or medical or something else... I don't feel at all depressed... But I function through the workday and then "crash." I like the structure of work and have a job I live with a super boss and coworkers. After work, all I want to do is walk my dogs and sleep. I don't want to watch TV. I don't want to read. I don't want to clean my house or do a million chores. I don't want to do anything. I just want to curl up and wait for the next workday. I work 9-5 full time at a desk job. I workout before work (at home because of sensory issues about the gym) because I know I should. I keep up with laundry and dishes because I should. But I don't declutter or do projects around the house or even work on crafts. I just hide or walk dogs. Why? Thoughts?
u/Confused_Lemon882
I have a "friend" I've known for years who keeps pressuring me to walk with her on this property that had no trespassing signs up. I wouldn't go when the signs were up. The signs are missing now, but the owners are the same. I think their intent is the same, that they don't want jokers in their fields. There are plenty of other good trails we go to anyway. I get that she wants to do something new and to show me what she's found since she's been there before, but it makes me really uncomfortable. I've told her this before, and she brings it up again every few weeks. I really don't want to go. I don't know if I'm being too rigid, but I also feel like it's someone else's property and they have a right to not have to deal with people hiking there. Thoughts or suggestions? I've walked with her for years and have very few friends/"friends."